Crunch time…

Well it came to the crunch, and I’m taking a leap of faith, faith in myself, faith in my partner, and faith in my family and friends, and it’s got to work this time round, there’s no turning around, there’s no safety net, it’s do or die, and believe me, the second option I’m not even considering – black’s so not my colour anyway. The next few months are going to be really difficult, and sometimes tempers are going to fray, angry words are going to be said, and tears are going to be shed, but despite all of that I think there’s the possibility of the next few months being a springboard to happiness and smiles again. I could quite happily write off 2002 from about May onwards as the worst year of my life bar none, the only consoling fact in the whole affair has been Dave, who’s stoically stood by me, and more recently my parents who’ve helped me out no end.

So onward and upward, new house, new job, same boyfriend, same confidence… the world can knock you, the world can shit on you, but at the end of the day you have to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, throw two fingers up to all those who sneer and wish you ill, and move forward, head held high, knowing that you’re the one that you should be proud of, that you’ve had massive achievements in the past, and will have in the future, and not a single soul, however hard they may try can take that away from you.

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